I like New Year’s. Not necessarily the going out and staying up until midnight and drinking champagne when the clock sounds - although, as holiday traditions go, that’s more my style than others. I’m not religious and I have no extended family, so I really don’t celebrate holidays in general. But I like the idea of celebrating a new year. Sure, it’s an entirely arbitrary designation of time. Who cares? Why not take the opportunity for introspection, reflection, focusing on the future, and, if it’s your style, champagne?
2012 was a good year for me, all the better for coming on the heels of 2011, which sucked in many ways. It’s almost unbelievable how much progress I’ve made in the past year. Which is exactly why I want to enumerate it and wrap my head around it and remind myself I might not be doing too badly after all.
Overall, I met amazing people and had even more amazing conversations, connections and experiences. I’m still kind of flabbergasted I got to spend time with the people that I did and that I got to do everything I did. There aren’t many people who realize this, but it was only seven short years ago when I was a lone single mother on public assistance. In the years since, I’ve gone through financial hardship of all kinds, disastrous relationships and losing my mother to cancer. I’ve pretty much worked my ass off to get where I am now. It’s been a hard, stressful time. It’s nice to be able to take a breath and a look back and realize how far I’ve come.
Thank you to everyone who has contributed to this year, whether it was talking at a conference or interacting online or teaching me something I didn’t know or learning something new from me or just putting some positive energy into the world I got to pick up on. You’re all gorgeous people and I wish you all sorts of shiny, happy things in the new year.
I already have some big, big things planned for 2013 but I can’t announce them yet. Feel free to speculate wildly in the meantime.